This post has been drafted for quite sometime as I was wondering should I post it here or not . Anyway, decided to post it so i can read it whenever i feel like reading it.
Recently, someone found me in FB and his appearance make me recall back a lot of our past which are really happy and sweet moment. Here is the story about myself and him.
I met him at my first working place in Singapore and Im just a QC there and he was a technician in workshop dept. I really don't know how he started to notice me. Myself as usual serious when im working ..suddenly someone pull my ponytail and give me a smile. The fisrt impression i got...oh who is he and he look cute and friendly. So, i just response back a smile to him. Thats how we started to know each other by just smiling when we happen to see each other at factory . I realise he do peep on me whenever I walked by his dept same it goes to me will peep to see whether is he looking at me ..i guess this is a very natural reaction when you know someone likes you and you dont hate him either..
At that time, I already had a boyfriend which he is more cool but caring type of man.
I can't remember when and how we started to come out together. At that time, my existing boyfriend has been transfered to another place and probably thats how we started to see each other. I was only 20+ at that time and truly enjoying being love, romantic etc...He really know how to cheer me up and im always laugh and happy whenever we met up. He knew i have a boyfriend and he did not expect me to commit the relationship with him and I guess he is probably not sure how much he can commit to me either.
We have been together for almost 6months i guess..really not sure .We only met up over the weekend and sometime only twice a month as he needs to go back for reservice in army camp. Finally, is time to make my decision .
When I told him my choice, he is being nice and respect my choice. At that time, I was wondering why is he not asking me to stay....Maybe he is being gentleman to respect my choice or he probably not sure himself how he feel about me??. He enjoyed the companion but thats doesn't mean he can commit the relationship with me?? All these questions being pop up in my brain... Probably because of this, I believed I make a right choice. This way will keep our sweet memory in our heart before it turns sour.
When I told him my choice, he is being nice and respect my choice. At that time, I was wondering why is he not asking me to stay....Maybe he is being gentleman to respect my choice or he probably not sure himself how he feel about me??. He enjoyed the companion but thats doesn't mean he can commit the relationship with me?? All these questions being pop up in my brain... Probably because of this, I believed I make a right choice. This way will keep our sweet memory in our heart before it turns sour.
Thats how I ended the relationship with this old friend for more than 10years
Recently, he found me in FB and Im so exciting to see him and knowing his current status. He still the same with his cheerful & babyface. We started to chat with each other online and Im so glad that he still remembered every single moment in our past. He still remembered that I ever told him that he might not be a good husband to me but could be a good lover...hahaha. Well, Im sure he don't want to be my lover when he sees me now...hahaha.
Anyway, I wish to say thank you to him for being remembered me and make me feel proud about it. Honestly, till now I still not sure why is he likes me cause Im such an ordinary lady . He already married with a daughter and Im sure his wife is someone that really taking good care of him as I can see his happiness and youthful face..I feel very happy that he found someone who can give all her love to him and take care of him.
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